I've been struggling a lot lately, trying to find myself again. Ever since I decided to try switching career, it's been tough fights after tough fights, every single day.

Currently I'm on this crossroad, where I don't know where to focus. Shall I focus on 3D Animation? Shall I focus on Concept Art? Shall I focus on 3D Modeling? Shall I give up and get back to programming?

The easiest path apparently would be to got back to programming, but even that it's not being that easy. After applying for tons of jobs over the past few months, and not even getting a single answer back, I realized that nowadays getting a job on the tech industry is not as easy as before. I guess I got caught on the illusion that just because I have experience, it would be easy. Wrong. The world is kinda weird as well.

And because I don't know where to focus, I ended up splitting my focus on multiple things, and not getting anywhere, at least not as fast as I wish I could get.

Anyways, eventually all things shall pass, I guess.