Today nothing felt right. Everything was weird. I tried to paint something today, and I didn't like it at all. Neither the process, neither the outcome.

It's probably right to say that I'm currently on an art block, or something like that. I've been thinking to much, processing to much information as well, and the more I try to offload, the more information I end up consuming.

There are way too many things I want and need to study and practice and develop. On top of that, I'm looking for a job, but I also need to finish my concept art portfolio, and I also want to study Japanese, and I also want to go for a walk/run everyday, and this and that, and that and this.

I feel like I'm slipping away, because I actually am. We can only do as much, but it seems that we always need to do more. And then when you start doing more, you realise that that it's not enough. It's an endless circle.

Anyways, that's life, I guess.

Now, Lucas. Back to work!